Failure

I'm not quite sure why I even assumed creating a blog would change anything. 

 

" I literally still avoid mentioning anything valuable. I just come off as somebody who is attention seeking and weird " 

How do I even move on from such judgemental thoughts when it was something that I battled my entire life. Nothing I ever did was good enough. All the life lessons pushed onto me, still in a worst scenario. 

" How do we move on from such thoughts that haunt Everytime the eyes are shut? We are lost in words because words do way more than actions. Is that wrong? Is speaking up wrong? "

Pointless words, Pointless conversation. What is really worth it? Every thing, Big or small still failure. 

" How can I amount to things I'm meant to reach if it's so out of my reach? " 

Thoughts? Any body?  

 

 

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